eu nao entendo portugues,

mas eu vou a brasil em fevereiro. and it's all i think about; my head swims.

it took hours to click purchase on the airline's web site. hours. buyer's guilt. a tinge of buyer's remorse now. but no looking back. it's on. andd i'm keyed up. and i just want to keep rolling around, bouncing from here to there.

panique, panique, when i couldn't immediately locate my passport. relief upon sending it for renewal. another decade of possibility created.